My husband is a lazy ass slob. My two year old son is driving me bonkers. My boss

is in love with his rage and makes everyone at our office fucking miserable. My mother is going senile. I don't

sleep well anymore. I can barely afford my rent and car payment -- NEVER MIND GAS!!!!! I'm way way too overweight.

I'm taking 2 meds to control blood sugar, one for high blood pressure and one for cholesterol (sp?) -- and I'm

only fucking 41 years old. How the fuck did I let this happen to me? Should I see a shrink? A bariatric surgeon? Or

should I just jump of a fucking bridge???? I can't deal with it anymore. All I want to do when I get home is sit

my fat ass on the couch and websurf. I have no interest in friends, family, exercise...hell I wouldn't leave the

house if I didn't have a job. Seriously -- I'm fucking done.